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Some thoughts on Hierarchy vs Couples Privilege

The subject of hierarchy comes up often in poly discussion groups. People generally fall into the camps of “hierarchy is fine” or “hierarchy is evil” and usually those who fall into the former are at the top of the pyramid, and those in the latter have been burned by being at the bottom.

I think where the confusion and/or disagreement about hierarchy sometimes happens is where hierarchy intersects with privilege. When I separate the two concepts from each other, then it’s much easier to point to reasons why hierarchy is bad all around, but privilege is sometimes unavoidable.

But, in that intersection, it’s easy to paint them both as harbingers of relationship toxicity.

There are certain things one might take for granted in a situation where partners have shared homes, resources, offspring, and relationship longevity.  For example, the expectation to for the couple to attend family holiday dinners, or visit family living out of state, or attend family weddings or funerals.

Those are inherent privileges that can be pretty circumstantial depending on how “out” one of the people in the couple is to their family. The social expectations of the mononormative culture, especially at gatherings where the older generations are in attendance, make for some these uncomfortable situations where someone’s partner(s) might have to remain “hidden” without it necessarily be the preference for anybody within the relationship. It just can’t be helped without causing major disruptions in the extended family dynamic (or with employers).

I understand having circumstantial, or unearned privileges that I can’t help having. Like the color of my skin or my parents’ socioeconomic status. The thing is, I’m aware that my experience isn’t the experience of everyone else who does not share these traits with me. I’m aware of my privilege and can therefore take action to feel MORE empathy and show more compassion for those who do not have them. I can take into account that their experiences are different than mine and not make assumptions about how they feel or react to things based on how I would feel or react to them.

The lack of this awareness is where couples’ privilege becomes toxic. When the couple isn’t even aware of how their privilege manifests or how it affects those who DON’T have the automatic +1 to your cousin’s wedding, or who don’t have you around to make us a cup of hot tea when we’re at home with a sore throat.

At the same time, as the non-nested partner, I also don’t have to do the boring and stressful stuff, like spend my limited time with him cleaning the cat box or renewing my DMV registration or paying taxes or vacuuming. Every time we’re together it’s a vacation from responsibilities for him, so I get to be the partner he never gets snippy with nor tunes out with headphones and a podcast.

There are certain privileges I have in my role in his life as well, and being aware of them helps me have empathy for the times when his nested partner might feel like she’s not getting quality time with him, for example.

But all of that is separate from hierarchy, because to me, hierarchy implies rank. She does not outrank any of his other partners, nor we her. She cannot (nor would she attempt to) pull rank and affect either of our plans with him. None of us can (or would). He runs his own relationships, his own calendar, and his own emotions. We’re each responsible for our own.

In our polycule, we’re all child-free, so when it comes to the managing of hierarchy and privilege around children, I draw from a different experience. When my late husband and I got together, he was recently divorced and had an 8 year old daughter, an ex-wife and co-parent who would sometimes pull “rank” when it came to my husband’s time for their daughter’s recitals and open houses.  He also had an aging mother who lived with us. If that wasn’t boot camp for polyamory, I don’t know what is.

But the point is – there was hierarchy. The kid came first. I felt his ex-wife liked to use the kid as a way to position herself above me, but the reality was that it was the KID who had priority, not her.

Even in a monogamous marriage, the kid came first, so I don’t see any reason why that wouldn’t hold true in a poly relationship. When my husband’s mom became ill, her needs were elevated as well. We learn to balance all these multiple priorities all the time – at work, with family, and in relationships.

I believe hierarchy in extenuating circumstances, like children or illness or major accident is part of life. I just don’t feel comfortable with it being part of the standard operating procedure when you’re in multiple, committed, romantic relationships.

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2 thoughts on “Some thoughts on Hierarchy vs Couples Privilege”

  1. I need advice or some resources, please someone help….
    I have been a the third in this couples relations for 1.5 years now. I was open minded to this lifestyle, neve considered myself poly, have always had monogamous relationships. I met this man and we had an amazing soul loving connection. I kept an open mind. Mind you I am not bi and neither is his partner. We slowly went into being a triad, slowly because I was just understanding everything. After about six months my man partner told me he loved me, about 4 months later I moved in with them. I had my own room and bathroom. We had separate sleeping arrangements and slept all three occasionally. Female partner and I never developed a strong relationship one on one due to her being a mother and pregnant for a majority of this.

    Now, I want This to be all three of us and work out to this vision we had, I love and care for these people like no one I have ever loved or cared about before. After baby was born ( child #2) these negative feelings of feeling second came up. Or a team mentality for me came up. It has caused a lot of mind fucking form myself and other negative feelings about the couples relationship. I want to over come this so we can be a triad, I don’t know how. I don’t know how to feel like the equal they want me to feel. I have such feelings of competition, not an adequate partner, I feel I have no role, and feel disposable. How do I create security and heal these negative feelings to help this relationship stay alive? Any and all comments are appreciated. Resources I can talk to or read about would help! Thank you so much! Love your posts.


    1. Sorry about the delay in responding. Am I understanding correctly that unless you and his partner are able to overcome your straightness to sleep together, there’s an expiration date on this relationship?

      I’m not a big fan of moving into a situation with a lover (or lovers) before these sorts of details are hashed out. It puts added pressure on everyone involved.

      It is perfectly reasonable for you to be in a “Vee” instead of a “triad.” Meaning, he can be partner to both of you, without you two needing to be intimately involved.

      If that’s not an option for you, then I don’t see how this is going to work out…?


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