I grew up wearing a mask, but now that I've been on my own for so long - putting the mask back on for three days on is uncomfortable.
Interaction
"I chose you. I'm here."
Emotional Masochist
They would both hurt her. They could both own her. But she could only choose one.
Hypothetical Conversation with my Parents
MOM: Have you tried therapy? FRIEND: This isn't something either of us wants to "cure." MOM: But it's not normal. FRIEND: It's more normal than most people imagine.
Who is phi?
...I write about kinky shit. Mostly. If you were to really boil it down to its essence, I write about feelings.
On Breaking
I couldn't call red that day. I couldn't say a word and end that nightmare.
I will not break
Life tried to break me and I got stronger.
The Punishment
"Aren't there better ways to punish me?" she asked.
Tuesday Morning
When the pain started, she pulled up the image of a man - this one or that one or the other one, urging her to continue.
The Cheeseboard
He made me count them and thank him for each one, and I did - knowing they would be the last ten I'd ever get from him.
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